I am sick of being sick!

I got to spend Christmas with no voice!

I have gotten it back now... Well Mostly! This head/chest cold suck butt! I can not hear, Coughing, sinuses hurt, sinuses burns, head aches do to that and sore throat do to all of the listed things...

I am so done with this crap!

I am sure I am sick!

My lovely children have gotten me sick for Christmas!

Nice right just what even mommies wants for Christmas!

So all I want for Christmas is to wake up feeling better tomorrow I really do not anything else other then to wake feeling better so I can in joy my children opening there gifts!

I miss Kroger

I miss Kroger there is not one here in Charleston SC.

I could do some awesome shopping there with almost no coupons and have like 2 week of stuff for under 60 dollars.

I might add most of that was meat too(a lot of meat)!

I have been here two years now and still have not really found a good store I can do the same thing it yet.

I guess I am just use to the place seeing that I have grown up with my grandmother who I did spend a lot of time and she worked there.

I need to find a place to do that again here in Charleston.

Christmas break

Well with Christmas is on friday! I have almost everything thing I wanted to get the children for christmas. I do not feel stressed about it at all! So I am good on that.

The only thing that is driving me crazy is I now have both kids all day and no where to go and it is a little to cold to go do out door things! Can I say going stir crazy!

I am going to start baking to keep from losing my mind!

I am wishing for the summer!

I can not wait to go to the beach again! I really not a fan of the winter time.

I love living here in Charleston. I like the beach so much now that my youngest is 3 and will really love it! I have been dreaming of warm weather and the beach.

Christmas is around the corner!!!

Oh no I still got more shopping to do for the kids... Where was the time go!

Well and on top of that I have both his mom and dad and mine too... Tell me I wish you could come home for Christmas???? I am home... I tell them we just bout a house here we are home.

Why on earth can't we get in there cars and drive here it is like they thought of that.

I hear every thing and reason they can't but they get bad when we say no we can not.

I had to tell my mom look Santa will not be able to come see the children this year if we do!

And everyone thinks I am crazy for not liking this time of year.

Hubby's and my families are me me me..

It feels like a tug a war and then they make you feel bad if they don't get there way.

When will this end I am so tired of these game.

More RAIN!

I am so do with this rain! I feel like when I was a kid. I want to yell at the sky RAIN RAIN GO A WAY!!!! COME BACK SOME OTHER DAY!!!

It has been raining all day and it is depressing....

Rain Rain go away!

I am really tired of the rain and cold here in charleston sc as of late. I am founding to hard to keep my sprits up and be the one to keep everyone happy. Pair that with the christmas shopping crap and I can not go to the mall to let my youngest to play and walk around. I am in the house or going shopping I hate shopping do to it just costs to much.

I feel sad lately!

I feel like a have no really friends lately!

Well I should said in really life I do not! I do not have any one to have to sit and coffee with or someone to take call and take the kids to the park with.... I have a lot of friends in my online mommies group but that is about it really... I am getting tired of typing to people I would love to have friends in the really space not cyberspace.

I am just getting tired to living online and not in really life.

Because of this I have gained over 40 pounds and been sick a lot for no really reason.

I have no friends or family here is South Carolina ether is I have no really reason to get out of the house. But do not get me wrong I love living here is SC it is a great place better then my home town.

bad PRO-family pic's

I would really like to know something. Why do people pay for these really back photos and seem to love them and tells everyone that they are great too.

For the most part I have seen poor lighting, missed focus, very bad us of depth of field and I have seen a very flat look pics (I think of pics something a mom takes of her only child and her having no training) I have even seen where there is no focus at all and they call it art. What the F*ck really and these people that take

the bad pics are what I can mom or dad with camera's meaning they got a really nice camera and now think they can be or are a photog and good just because they have that great camera.

And on top of that they also under charge and hate really photog (What I mean by that is people who worked at it and training and taken classes to learn and be the best at there craft) .

My youngest child

My youngest Child turns 3 tomorrow. I am feeling old now!

And in thinking about it I have been married 8 years now and I have a really sweet smart 7 year old son. Man where was the time go...

brother in law

My Brother in law had to go to the "sand box" same time last year he is Army National Guard and he had to come back for two weeks I think for R. & R. KWIM? He first started with his mom and dad(the in-laws). And drove down from the stay with us for a few days before going on the see a friend that is getting married after he is going back to the "sand box" . And back to his mom and dads place to fight back to where ever he is meeting his guys.

The time he was here was nice and him and hubby (hubby is his youngest brother) got to go out the take some photo's together. I love seeing the two of them getting together and doing things like that. I guess it is because I did not have any brothers or sister growing up I am a only child.

I love it when he is here my children adore him and love seeing him. I guess that is the fun of uncle's . I would not really know my uncle was very good at showing me what not to do and how not to live. At one point in his life he got 7 DUI back to back.

Well he left about tuesday and my youngest would not give him a hug thinking he could not leave if she does not. My oldest was in school or he would have hugged him and not let him go.

What is wrong with people!

I think I finely realized one of the reasons I hate Christmas these days!!!

It is this spend more money or you do not love your loved ones thing and I hate it. What has happened to people making thing with and for there loved ones for FUN.

For the last 3 years I have not had a tree ether and been really sad every Christmas season and this year I got a Pre-lite tree for about $25.00 and two boxes of candy canes and one thinggarland and after I got the to the casher I got another $5 dollars off.

So I payed $25.16 with tax. I also have been letting my two children make decorations for it.

And you know this is the best tree I have had yet.

I am really proud of them too and they love make them and putting the on the tree.

It really makes my heart happy because they are getting the true spirt of Christmas doing this you know.

I am the only one!

I am is the only one on earth that does not see the point of teaching a bad habit to just have to un-teach it later....WTF?

Why teach a little boy to sit down to go pee to just to have to go back and un-teach it later.

Are we just that scared to help the little boys to hold them self and do it the right way.

Back 5 years ago in all the potty training books and web sites all said teach them to stand and have them pee on cereal or same thing that can flush with no problem.

I never never had my son to sit down to pee. I tried my best to help him to stand but I just did not have to stuff to show him how. I had to have hubby show him how by watching him and then showing him how and then hubby got a piece of cereal and told him to try to pee pee on it (and try to make it fun and him to want to do it) . I can say I am so glad we had a all tiled bathroom and he got it really way and faster and better and very thankful for hubby and his help.

Why do we!

Why do we collect things like this when you move around a lot!

Well After Hubby and I bout the house and moved in I have been trying a talk my self in to clear out the boxes of stuff and I have not unpicked yet it was mostly my craft some.

Well I did it and thinking I am so glad I did and that I am not move again for a VERY LONG time and if I do I will sell everything I own first and start over.

Why is it!

Why is it so hard for us mommies and daddies to make friends these days!  

Really I can not believe this I use to make friends so easy back in that day!  What happened?  

I am getting sadder and sadder!

My six year old is Reading

I can not believe it he is reading!  And doing really really well he is going thru chapter books and fast to in one day!  I am shocked he wanted book for his chores over money!  It is so cute!  

I am also relieved seeing that I am A.D.D. and dyslexic and have a good bit of trouble.  

As I also see it as we as mothers and fathers should give our children the gifts of things we felt we needed as we where growing up or would have wanted for our selfs.  

basket case!

I realized today I am basket case I need to get out and make a friend!  I just want some one to talk to that will not go tell everyone under to sun!  I have never really had anyone like this other that my loving hubby!  

I am losing my mind!

random thought!

I know that ones is reading my blog yet!  But it is really helping me to type it out!  

I am not sure yet people are mean to one another!   And why some people are only happy when people around them are not.  Or why they are make there so called friend sad and bad about them selves.  I had friends like that in school and I think it has really stopped me from making friends other than my hubby and children!  

I think a lot about thinking like this!  Stupid right!  

I need to go make friends for me and for children!  I am sure if they do not see me have friends they may not do so them selves!  Kids learn from watching us!