Work place BS

Who needs it right!  Not me for sure.   But it looks like there is a snake in the grass here this person lies....  plans and is trying to get others fired around them... why I ask my self....well that I think is all to try and get there friends here to work...

So this person it toxic for this work place... sadly the boss does not see it lie the snake in the garden of eden that got Adam and Eve to eat the apple this person has the bosses ear and feeds him lies and trying to hurt,ran out and get the others fired.   I hurt how this person is killing this place slowly like a bow snake hateful this person in into I now see rotten from the inside that is something you can't fix ether.  And it will kill this work place if the boss does not stop see what it going on and stop this person. 

I am having a I hate life days

I am having a I hate life type of day and I don't know why.  I was and am in a great mood but I have this feeling out of no where come over me of " god I hate life" not I hate my life but I just hate life and why.... my head is all busy and going 1000000000 different ways and none of them are about anything really none of the thoughts are negative at all.  I guess it could be me being overloaded feeling. Do to the ADHD and dyslexic am a over thinker and I get over wlemed easy and I things hard when I mess up and feel like I can do anything right ever.  I hate having these issues wish i was like everyone else I am tired of everything I do be harder.  And sadly I seem to to just be one of the unlike SOB that things blow up in my face or go wrong more often than most people.. I wish to be normal and not fell like I am running in place in mud.  Some day I guess I might feel normal...

Today was the bridge run

Today is the race I told my self I would do and I feel like I felled and a loser.... I can't do it... I still don't feel like running why I felled my self could I suck