Where do you start?!?!?!

I have been thinking this a lot lately a lot. I have been married to the most awesome man for almost 10 years this dec 1st and A stay at home mom for 9 years this Nov 7th and I have only worked for all of A year and a half or some in the last 9 1/2 years and it was a part time for fabric store and did not ever make over $6.75 an hour and less that 25 hours a week with no health plan and things like that(Thank goodness for my husband for getting these things with his job) thankfully for the fact we lived close to family and with watch my oldest kids at the time or I would not be able to afford to work at all(the cost of kids care would have been more that I could afford and it would cost us more money).

With this all said here is my what is on my mind. I have only made around minimum wage(thankfully never worked in fast food) and I got married right out of high school so I have only had less than 4 to 5 different jobs in my life and no real job skills and I am 28 years old with 2 loving kids who I have loved watching grow, change and are turning in to some really great little people.

But what I keep thinking if I started working,

What could I do?

What would I be good at?

Could or would I find something to pay what I would need to make it worth it?

Would I have to work in a minimum wage die end job for the rest of my life?

Could I go back to school at 28 years married with 2 kids?

And would it be worth it?

Have I just reached and passed the best part of my life and it is all down hill from here?

Do I miss out on my chance at being usefully in the world?

Do I still have a chance to try usefully?

What do I do when both kids start school?

Will I fell?

Why should I try?

Maybe I should just give up and get fat and spend my days unhappy and waiting for the end!

And then I tell my self no I have no idea what but I well be good at something I am only 28 years old and I am not die yet. WHAT CAN I DO AND WHERE DO I START WITH IT!?!?!?!? PLEASE GOD SOMEONE HELP GIVE ME A CULE ON THIS ONE! I am all the end of my rope and my youngest starts school next year and I will be left at home alone with no idea of what to do with my self!

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I liked the 360 and it was great works like it should and I loved it. I can't wait to buy more refills it really makes quick work of dusting for me!